happy 2008!

today is dec 31th. 1 more day to go and buhbye 2007! i tried to enumerate the things happened to me this yr and it’s too bad, i’m like hybernating the mid year… well, a lot! happened this december, since we started the business. i can say that there are lessons learned that’s why i can’t just regret joining the business. been out of the call center industry but unfortunately, or fortunately i’ll be back this yr. i need to save money and enroll. i missed schooling, actually i dont want to work pa, but with my savings floating on debts…i gotta move on. it’s hard to leave kosh but i have to.

 this year, i’m gonna be:

wiser

more practical

more kuripot

more patient

healthier

prettier..;p

untitled

life is full of really stressing moments. i just dreamt of too many snakes and 2 guys asking a girl to choose between the 2 of them. it’s weird. last night, he called, he resigned immediately. that was the end of his being not punctual to work. half of me felt sad because i know that he needs the work, but i believed it’s God’s way of telling him to stop working and go back to school. he can always get a new and high paying job but it won’t help him with his diploma. as for me, i don’t know yet what the future holds, i don’t even know if the catering biz will be a success….???

i love my rest day! it’s been 2 weeks and it’s really tiring..moneyless, honeyless.. sigh

sweet baby

it’s the first week of opening “forefront” and we’re damn tired of setting it up over and over again, why? the funds are hanging…so i guess goodluck for all of us. but on top of it, we have this bidding that will make or break our catering buzz..i talked to the admin asst and hopefully we get the event.

let’s change the mood here…after a yr, we or I decided to be with him again. it’s kinda scary but then again i have to follow my heart. bahala na. he’s still my dadeh after all this time. he was never replaced..ever. it was never over, only set aside.

moving on

aug 29 -30 (1 AM) office

i went on a date with jake, OMG i don’t even know his name. hahaha well, it was so sudden and so unexpected. we watched a movie, just hang out and i was late 40 mins at work! he won’t say gbye unless i answer him. then i just thought, why not? so i just said, ’sige na nga, umwe ka na..’ he was like smiling na. we agreed to keep it a secret, which i doubt if he won’t tell a soul. i told kosh abt it and asked to be quiet. im moving on, he knows im not that serious now, who knows only time will tell if it’s really gonna be us.

as per dex, he don’t even bother to email me abt anything. he switched from sun to smart number. my instinct tells me that there might be someone new now so just let it go. he dont want sun, he wants globe if he’ll switch, but smart? there is really something abt it.

it’s been a while since i last wrote an entry here. hoping to keep this updated again. anyway, back to jake. i only met him last week aug 21st? then was introduced few days after. he texted me and that’s it, we dated last night. i don’t know if it’s really god’s will but come what may. i don’t feel any guilt in doing that, besides i think dex and i should move on. i was happy but i need someone who can appreciate me even more.